if my husband doesnt tear up when im walking down the aisle im turning the fuck around
my husband definitely will because he’s gonna have to put up with me for the rest of his life and that’s enough to make anybody cry
I’m tired of trying to please you,
I am not a little child anymore and I
can speak for myself,
think for myself,
It’s funny that you failed to teach me how to be when I was little, failed to guide me,
and that I had to make my own way,
through the brush, with salt water burning my cheeks and thorns cutting my wrists,
you want to step your way into my brain and
make it how
you want it to be.
You want to twist my goals and ideals
so that they suit yours.
But I am not yours to customize.
I am not a puppet. I am my own person and
your beliefs mean nothing to me.
And you can call me brainwashed
and naive and
Yes, you CAN say those things, say whatever you want,
but never has it ever been
And I am more than what you think of me,
and I am more than these genes but
sometimes it’s so hard to convince myself that
I don’t have to become you.
How stupid of me to think you could like me when I dont even like myself
I’m just fucking up all over the place. Can I send this life back and get a new one? Please.
Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me
Do you ever get in those moods when everything annoys you and you’re just so irritated and nervous but you have no clue why, and you just want to punch a hole in the wall and then break down in tears?
This is me right now